I was sitting in the room next to the Tsar’s study, giving last orders and waiting for the train to arrive. I heard one of the kids - Alexey, apparently - running loudly in the hall. For the first time I saw the former Empress just as a mother, anxious and crying.
Her son and daughters did not seem to take their departure quite as hard, but they were also upset and very anxious in the last minutes.
The whole family was lodged in a good sleeping car, with guards on both sides. I went to bed at 7:45 [a.m.] and slept lightly until 9:15 [a.m.]. It was very windy and dusty in the car. See more
I cried all morning. They were taken away! And how difficult it was! They had to wait until six in the morning, packed and ready to go! See more
Russian affairs are still the same. As if there is less scrambling away from the Germans since the restoration of the death penalty at the front. But only “less”, for they restored it blindly, weakly, uncertainly, as if they were stealing. I think this is criminal. See more
It seems this will be the hardest year. Ryes are very thin, spring crops have gone very bad, and there is no sale of flour. All the goods are gone.